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23th May 2010
那天的我，看开了...

和他一起的这两年，很幸福..
第一次感受到被爱..
和他有很多回忆..不是一般人可以想象的..
虽然我和他相处的时间不是好像一般情侣那样..
但却很丰富，很精彩..
也因为这样，更难放手..

可是，那天的我，放手了..
虽然我不是完全主动地提出分手..
但至少是我先开口问他的..
能开口说这样话，对我来说是迈向了一大步..
这次应该是第8次吧..
和上那7次..我看开得多..
那段时间，我一直找理由...找理由去相信,他还是爱我的..
可能是有什么苦衷？
心真的很痛..
但
这次不一样了..
心还是很痛，却已经明白，也接受他不爱我的事实了..
不对..
我并不能证明他还爱我不..
但，他还爱不爱我这个问题，已经不重要了..
这段时间，我能做的，也做了..
能给的机会，也都给了..
不能就是..不能

“上天要你做你才好去做，不让你做你就别做”

这是《志云饭局》之谢天华，谢天华所说的..

我一直不相信距离是个问题，我偏要证明它不是一个问题..
偏要和上天作对..
可是，证明我是错的..
就算距离不是问题，但一段恋情，对方不爱你，就是不爱你了..
所以还是对自己说 “没关系啦，依雯”
很开了咯
连我自己都怀疑现在的自己是不是自己..
我竟然没有那个冲动去找他了..
Heees xD

不可否认..
我没有要去忘记他，他依然还是我心目中的第一位..
没有故意要隐藏他的所有，我和他之间的回忆..
我还会去想起关于他的任何东西..
换作是以前的我，我一定会宁愿失忆的..
哈哈
那些回忆，实在太珍贵了..
我也终于明白“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”
我很珍惜..
谢谢他，给我这些回忆..

我终于想开了，算..长大了一点点？Heees xD

希望我的好朋友知道她应该怎样做..
能解决她的问题..
加油哦..支持你..
我能说的，能安慰的..我都尽量了..
抱歉不能帮上妳什么忙..
这些事，都是靠自己的..
加油哦！！

27th May 2010

I feel it~

PS:12月到现在，在我身边给我意见的人，真的很谢谢你们..
虽然你们的意见我都听不进去，但你们的关心，我受到了..
谢谢..
Maggie
Terrisa
Alan
Melvin
Poh Chiu Huay
Chen Choy Lee
Looi Lee Kheng
Annie
Pei Pei
Fong Yit Ho
Lai Jia Sheng
Lam Lek Siong
Sin Chin Hao
Suet Yeng
Lau Kah Yan
Chow Chun Yew
Samm
Lee Han Cheong
Chan Suet Yue
我meetoto的朋友们..谢谢
MSN的朋友..谢谢

特别感谢：Boby ..Hees xD

你们的劝告，现在不算白费哦..
谢谢你们
在这里向你们一鞠躬..

Heart

1 week ago, I was sick.1 week later,I'm sick again.
I really need someone now and I don't even know why.
Someone who can hold my hands and tell me that I'll be okay.
Someone who can hold me tightly and give me his warm.
Just like what he did before.
Yesterday is 520.
I'm so sad that he doesn't willing to tell me that he loves me.
Just 3 words.
"I love you"
And yet,
I will not hear it from him anymore.
=)
They told me that they love me.But I can't see their true heart.
They said that they care me.But I know it's because I said I need care.
It's not from true heart.
Sorry guys.I'm so sorry.I know you're kind to me.
But please...No lies....

Tomorrow by Avril Lavigne

Guess what?I'm started to love this song that sang by Avril Lavigne.
I'm not her fans actually but I do love her songs especially "When You're Gone"
And now,"Tomorrow" will be the next song I like.
OMG.I'm freaking love the song and I don't know why.
The music and the lyrics were just my favourite type.
This song introduced by my close friend.
Since the song introduced by her,I'll be thinking of her every time when I was listening to the song.
Apparently when the chorus:
"I, I don't know how I'll feel(Yeah,yeah,yeah..Yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah)
Tomorrow(Tomorrow),Tomorrow(Tomorrow)........"
LOL xD
BTW,I'm glad to know her.